For the past few weeks I have been revising towards my end of year exams. They’re now only a week and a few days away, and I can’t convey how badly I want them over and done with. It hasn’t helped that this week it was my time of the month, and the stress of revision has really brought me down.
I don’t know about any of you but for me it gets to a point with revision where I feel like there’s nothing else my brain can absorb, and when this happens my brain just goes into meltdown. It doesn’t want me to keep going. I then get stress headaches and panic myself because I don’t feel like I’m doing enough revision (when really I’m probably over doing it).
I’m trying to push and remind myself that I’m nearly at the finishing line, and I’ll be done with my second year of university. I won’t lie I’m excited to begin third year and gain my degree, everyone around me are in their adult jobs now and I just really want that for myself too. It sounds daft but I just need to earn proper money now. I want the people I love to be proud of me.
Anyhow I’m trying to think of the positives, and that next year I won’t have any exams- relieved is an understatement. I’m excited for summer and to spend as much as it as I can with Sam and my family and friends. Sam’s support has really got me through this year, and I couldn’t be more thankful to him.
And to end this post on a happy note I’m proud to say that Sam is now officially a primary school teacher, and I couldn’t be happier for him if I tried.
